Tuesday, June 17, 2008;7:31 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
One month anniversary (: Hurray~ I guess, my relationships would really last long {: though its only the first month, I guess... its going on strong! baby, I love you loads~ I really do...Okay, A bit on what I did today. Met up with andros-ge today.. & he was being all "i'm early, you're late thing!" Okay we're even so stop it ^^ Went to town, clark quay.. In short, Its just pure walking, jay walking across the street, stoning at star bucks, at some staircase, at the roof of the esplanade, and quarrel with the esplanade security guard!! Okay that scene was totally horrible and terrifing :/ I guess I wasn't used to it.. Please don't be so fierce anymore, its totally scary! Argh~
Went for more walking, stoning and back to town, far east (: Waited for the piercer, upskirt some girls (not me!! So innocent) And we were totally being the bitch and bastard siblings :D we were totally in love with being the worse! Looking at one couple below, laughing at the girl crying, trying to guess what exactly happened! We were guessing things like, 1. She's crying cause she broke a nail... 2. She's pregnant and she's worried that the mom will kill her! etcetc. it was super fun!! :DD
Other thing, SHORT TONGUE!! Said by the piercer by himself!! Short tongue, wanna pierce tongue. Ouch!! I saw the process, I looked away. Too scared about the pain! Eeeee~ Okay, I don't want to pierce my tongue anymore!! No one can force me (: lalala~ Kuku short tongue!! Eat more ice!, Drink more ice water! Take care of the tongue!
ONE MONTH!! after that, you can do anything you want, pierce the fork through (: be my guest! haha.. And after that we went back.. He went for school, i went home.. Standard.. But I guess I listened to his wishes and too pierced.. But it was my ear instead. (: soo total of EIGHT piercings!! woots!!! Loving it!...
17.06.08
This day, one of my fav days, yet, it wasn't suppose to be spent with andros-ge.. Instead, it should be my baby... But its okay. I enjoyed my day, and really hope he did too..
Actually, til now.. I'm really shitted about things.. Is it me or what.. BUt I feel like i'm failing.. Fail to be the gf.. I don't know.. Each time he tells me about his headache, and the pain he's feeling. I can't help but just to ask, "are you okay?" But in the end, he'd just say, yeap! not to worry.. *THE END*nothing else.. I really don't like this.. I want to be there, to help cure baby of all his pain.. BUt seems like i'm more than useless... I'm not trying to say that i'm suffering, and no, don't blame yourself.. I just..... feel this..... I don't know how to say, and I doubt I even know the thing myself... Baby, I really want to talk to you... But I just don't know how to start, so I guess running away is my choice of solution... I want to ask... About how you really feel.. right now at this moment.. Its not about being who's right or wrong, but I want to understand you better... Sometimes, I'm feeling that i'm losing the faith in myself.... I don't like the feeling of being constrained when helping you.. Example of, when I hear you sick or in pain, I can only ask. Are you okay.. I can't do anything more.... I want to do something, I hate to just sit and wait... I don't know what to do anymore, but just to be there for you spiritually... The feeling has definately fade, its my wrong and my problem this time, not yours... But i'm trying to get it back.. don't worry.. i'm going to stay faithful and strong towards you.. til the end...baby i love you...
