Thursday, June 5, 2008;11:33 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
How's the new blog skin? (: haha~ My faithful reader! benjamin! Tag luh ^^
Wellwell, i'm leaving spore soon, seems like I've made some people pissed off, when I talked about not being able to return safely? :x Sorry people! I didn't mean to think that way, but actually, I was just thinking about the WORSE scenerio :x Sorry to make those around me worried...
But anyways, I'd say 7th to the 11th would be the fun yet the loneliest period of my life.. being away from baby hurts.. :x haha.. Haven't been a good girlfriend lately.. I guess~.. Been trying to make him jealous all the time that he's either hurt, or couldn't be bothered about me anymore.. Tsktsk, i'm sorry. Maybe I shouldn't play anymore, though I really find that when he's jealous, its when he acts the cutest (: But... At times,people do have their limitations... When things get to far off hand, they blow. Baby has that too, i understand, I should really treat him well now, knowing the sufferings he's going through now? The pain and agony :( Baby take care... Imagine having to eat pills, injections, and chemotheraphy daily basis.. Its tough yet at times, I ain't there for him, yet I had to anger him more! Start crapping about him finding the other girl when he didn't text me.. Or even when he did, I'd be, you texted her 1st, and me next right?? All those crappy things.. I was SUPER jealous. I don't know is it me or my species that we tend to get jealous even at the slightest thing?? i;m trying to change (: I think the power of love has changed me.. Lately, erm, maybe treating to friends is no difference, but I guess towards baby, i've been "soft" :x Okay, me being soft is BAD!! real bad!! I have to be strong, and protect my andros gege from getting hurt! (: Haha, that's a promise I made him ^^ cute fellow~
Oh yeah, speaking about him, let me talk more about him, he's... ME! Me = him! we're going through totally SAME experience. We can even finish each other's sentence and feel how each other feels about a thing (: COOL huh?? :p That's why, he gives me advices, I give him advices.. Not sure whether they even work? but hell, I did try ^^. And dear andros-gege.. YOU DON'T THINK TOOO MUCH!! because you got your mei here to take care of you! hahaha.. Don't worry, at most if you get left on the shelf, you can come live with me and my husband (: WELCOME~~ or the other way round? :p if you're okay with it? xDDD hahah !!
and ben ben ah.. You stop keeping things to yourself can? Its like. CONFIRM CHOP STAMP will blow de!! I don't want you to be like my gf ah. :(( damn sad de ah. She may be a bit better now, but there's still trace of her saddness in her :( YOu cannot' be like that k?? i'll be the listening ear, but even if I can't answer, I'd still be your sandbag to let your anger out.. But keep your hands to yourself xD I meant.. VERBALLY! scold me, treat me as your enemy (: alright??? i'll be here.. (:
& to darling!. Don't know will you ever know this blog, cause haven't told you yet xD wait for you to find out (: I love you!! take care, remember to update uh!! And.... i'll be here for you always~ (: better take care of yourself, our journey has only just begun! we have loads to do.. and baby.. take care!!! drink water, grow more hair if your head get shaved xDD jking (: just make sure you live on, i'll be waiting.. Love ya~
