Went out with tall dude today, I was frustrated. I was pissed off. I thought a lot of things..

I did something which I promised him that I wouldn't do, or else he would have to ignore me for the days! 3days.. That was the max... Tall dude, couldn't bear to take more from him.. haha.. But anyways, SP was a total bore, no hotties, but the place there looked nice.. Worth considering as its near to handsome's place (:

But anyways, was thinking about things, and planned on asking god-bro out. Seems like last minute rejection, well.. A huge blow at first, but after a while, got better. Hey, it's not your fault, (: I get it all the times. Last minute rejection or cancelling of appointments.. Soo, xiguan ju hao.. Haha.. &... Planned to play ball in tp, in the end.. Things happened and thanks to "rain" we had to cancel it and, I went to emo with my old buddy!!

Sat at some void deck and talked... the air was much more refreshing than usual, so was talking to the void deck cat, super cute, yet such a dao-er.! He was talking to her loved god-mom, and I went for a walk, and suddenly thought about the word.. KARMA! How freaky can it get?? Dammit.! What I've done to others, will come back to me.. I know it! I can feel it!.. I just wonder, will I be able to take it when that comes?? I don't want to love him with all my might, and he ends up leaving with another girl.. That's all I'm afraid of.. & another thing, my dearest ge leaves too.. i don't know how i'd react to that.. I'm lost...... I really hope that...... we would last long and I'll love you, for a long long time..

I have a bad habit, that I can't love someone for long? I can't! i don't know why? I guess that's why my relationships never pass 3weeks, NEVER!! 4 relations, all lasted not more than a month! haha. I guess gaogao really made sense.. WHAT YOU SEE, is more important and believe-able than what you hear (: thanks gaogao. i had fun today...

I love my darling, and i'm leaving, not sure when will I be back? Or will I even be back?? I might..... hais.. Don't think so much.. Til then, i'll miss you guys (:

~to ben, never forget you (:
~to andros-gege, LOVE YOU GE! i've got your back (: FIGHT EM ALL B-ia-TCH! xD

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Thinking about you every day and night wondering are you doing the same
The days that were spent together will always remain
Don't give up, cause I'll always be here for you no matter what

I want to feel how you're feeling,
I want to go through the sufferings with you..
I wanna be the strong independent girl for you to lean on,
I want to take care of you..

I want to love you with all my heart,
I want you to not lose hope,
I want to be there for you always,
I want you..

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Name; laoPO♥
Age; 16 this year
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~.Wish List.~

01. I-pod
02. New Laptop
03. New Casing
04. Ear-Pluged - EarPiece
05. Get into NgeeAnn Poly
06. New Handphone
07. New high-cut shoes
08. 10th Ear Hole
09. NIL
10. NIL

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♥stepHANIE
♥ragingPIG
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It goes out to everyone, including the reader, [YOU]
More love to the closed ones;
TWO in fact, no comparision because they are both my guardian angels~

1.my BABY - my heart has your name written all over!
2.ragingPIG - hongster {[bitch & bastard]}