Its been quite some time since I last posted online. I've been quite busy, or let's say frustrated due to some fact of meeting unreasonable people, and another point to pin out is that I've been disappointed over and over again, that I've totally lost hope...

A few days ago, the first operation was made and let's say it was quite successful and some things have been removed safely. That's good. But the thing is that he's bald now, and he often has headaches which hurts me deep inside whenever he tells me about it. "/ I just wonder why can't I just help him lighten his sufferings just a bit? & help him, through cheering him up! That's my goal for the period~ [: Finally for once, I had a goal. Congrats to me ^^,

Anyways, I just want to say about today was that the O's Chinese ORAL examinations are here, and I'm freaked out about some topics and especially during the convesation part where I'd start to freak out about the topic and lose all my concentration about the answers. That would actually kill me in the exam hall and I might cry there, cause I ain't close to strangers, and especially strangers.. :/

&&, today I went to find andy baby, right after school to get something from him. A bus ride of an hour or more? Just to get there to get this teddy bear!! It must be a real important package as it made me travel so far for it :( But my motive was to meet up with andy, yet he didn't show up? Instead his sister passed the present to me and on seeing her, I saw the other one behind her. Yeah, its weird to see her, especially the facial expression she gave?!?!? I don't owe her a living and I deserve what I should get now!! :D kuku. Her facial expression killed me and gave me the idea that I owed her something big!! dang!! But on seeing her, I took off and left van with her.. Wellwell, i'm sorry van for not helping you :((((....
anyways, went to get some ice-cream and homed.. Once again, he failed to meet up with me, and I was disappointed and sad of cause. But luck me he called me to talk to me. (: nice right? hahaha... Took another hour home and walked home after that.....

Met up with alot fo familar people =D miss em all!! sobs... homed and rested a while before going to tuition.. mr low bought cookies and cream hershey chocolates for me!!!: D omgomgomg, its been a long time since I last saw it...!! then tasted it?! its heaven!! [<3]>
but one thing good about it is that..... it barely sticks onto his wrapper and I can eat it til i'm shiok xDD thanks mr low!!!!

went home and chatted online with phone.... so bored now and tired... going to sleep then?? toodles~~~

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Thinking about you every day and night wondering are you doing the same
The days that were spent together will always remain
Don't give up, cause I'll always be here for you no matter what

I want to feel how you're feeling,
I want to go through the sufferings with you..
I wanna be the strong independent girl for you to lean on,
I want to take care of you..

I want to love you with all my heart,
I want you to not lose hope,
I want to be there for you always,
I want you..

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Name; laoPO♥
Age; 16 this year
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~.Wish List.~

01. I-pod
02. New Laptop
03. New Casing
04. Ear-Pluged - EarPiece
05. Get into NgeeAnn Poly
06. New Handphone
07. New high-cut shoes
08. 10th Ear Hole
09. NIL
10. NIL

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It goes out to everyone, including the reader, [YOU]
More love to the closed ones;
TWO in fact, no comparision because they are both my guardian angels~

1.my BABY - my heart has your name written all over!
2.ragingPIG - hongster {[bitch & bastard]}