Friday, July 18, 2008;2:58 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Thanks andros for going all the way to Far East to get it for me :D Exchange cash with goods! ^^, Anyways, because of this zippo, been cutting down on the food intake everyday. Instead of having recess, I've been eating breakfast = 1 raisin bread to survive for the day, til night maybe? Dinner! haha~ Pro right? Maybe in the afternoon, during recess I'll eat a bit then til night, I'll have dinner at night. Haha cool right? 2 meals in 1 day! Its okay, a bit suffering for zippo! My lovely darling~....
My day today was a relaxed one, because, its a friday!! hehes, first two period, biology. My teacher didn't come, guess she was pissed yesterday? haha I'm sorry!. Heard that she cried, and she's not feeling well today, so she didn't come. I think she's having some mental breakdown.
:[ Sad right? Aww, then biology remidial was cancelled! Hurray~. Then it was a-maths. I was doing my best,straining my brains in and out :[ But seems like I made some careless mistakes, which might cause me to lose a lot of marks! *yikes* Then it was chinese, another slacking period.! Yawns, that was my day before recess. Ate something during recess, before back to a-maths to learn more about integration! Totally confusing, I guess that's why I didn't get a chance to score, cause I was busy texting. :p hehes~..
Then after school, went for SS remidial, which was, watching "italian job" the ending, and once we finished it, we were allowed to leave and I accompanied angeline to some bubble tea shop, drank something and homed.. My day was so boring, yes it was... I was having my mood swings a few minutes ago, totally moodless to do anything. Had 10 miss calls, and I feel guilty... I guess, I'm just not the best gf I can ever be. I've been having mood swings, not caring for him, not shower love? tsktsk.. Plus, when he needs me the most, I wasn't there for him, some other girl was. I just feel that... Karma's coming.. Haha~ Maybe yes, maybe no.. I kept quiet the whole conversation with him. I just, stared into space.. before I knew it I broke into pieces once again. I didn't know what was wrong, neither do I think its his fault. But I guess I kept all the bad stuffs and memories inside me, they piled up and burst out of me just earlier. I was upset and I didn't want to talk to anyone. Thanks for andros, volunteering to buy the ZIPPO; awesome.. Thanks alot, claim if from you tomorrow~...
&, i'm going to bed now, I'm just pure... drained..... I need a break, from the world, and when I wake up, its time to study, study, and more study. Til tomorrow, that's when I start to PLAY~ and of cause, HAVE FUN! :D
