Saturday, August 2, 2008;11:08 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Funny question, answer me (:
If I add
If I add
+
=???
What do you get?
Answer is easy, you get KIMBERLY ZHANG!
I'm in a very depressed mood right now. I nearly scolded a girl, for being concerned about me. I'm in a very foul mood now. I don't know what's right or wrong anymore. Its.... I can't even differentiate right from wrong; and the good people from the bad people.
Someone was concerned for me, yet I actually had the thought that she was just being a hypocrite! Someone who pretends to show concern but in fact she's laughing her heads off behind my back. Geez~ I can't believe I nearly screamed at her. I'm glad I didn't.
I'm on probation, 1 week probation? Its given by me! Probation to stay away from the outside world except school times. After all lessons, I'm to leave school straight and head home. That's my plan. As to whether I can forgo the outside world, its up to fate to decide. Sighs*
Answer is easy, you get KIMBERLY ZHANG!
I'm in a very depressed mood right now. I nearly scolded a girl, for being concerned about me. I'm in a very foul mood now. I don't know what's right or wrong anymore. Its.... I can't even differentiate right from wrong; and the good people from the bad people.
Someone was concerned for me, yet I actually had the thought that she was just being a hypocrite! Someone who pretends to show concern but in fact she's laughing her heads off behind my back. Geez~ I can't believe I nearly screamed at her. I'm glad I didn't.
I'm on probation, 1 week probation? Its given by me! Probation to stay away from the outside world except school times. After all lessons, I'm to leave school straight and head home. That's my plan. As to whether I can forgo the outside world, its up to fate to decide. Sighs*
No one knows me...
That was what I heard, that was how I felt too. I didn't know him, not even close. I'd bet even a passerby, can tell how hurt he must have felt, yet me, being someone close, can't even tell. I can't stand myself, you know why? Because I can't keep my promises!! I promised him, that no one is allowed to call me "wugui", and that I would put a stop to it, if someone were to call me that. Yet I didn't! What the hell right?? How could I do such a thing to him. That nickname was given by him, only he deserve to call me that. I agree. I too gave him this nickname "sillyboy" and indeed, I was the only one that called him that! I had the sense of belonging, that he was mine, sillyboy was mine! But yet... I did this to him. Kimberly, What a jerk are you? or a bitch!
&&, For a million of times, he's been there for me, and of cause concerned about me. He's been putting effort into this relation yet I'm taking advantage of him and enjoying!! How could I be like that?! I mean, he IS HUMANE too!! he also needs the shower of love, the warmth right?! Yet what did you give him? NOTHING!! READ THIS!! YOU GAVE HIM NOTHING!
How could you actually do such a thing!?!?! He was someone who was willing to do all for you, go through shitty times, for you... Why can't you just treasure him? Kimberly, you got 1 week to think it through! Think about how much he's done for you, how much he's been there for you! It has always been you!! Stop being selfish for once and think for him?! will you?!
1week, start of 06:27pm.. it starts to count down. You got this week alone to think it through, you better do it, get your mind cleared! &&, once you make the decision, stick to it, no regrets, and love him..
Because you know, a guy as good as him, will never come again. Treasure him!!
think it through please!
That was what I heard, that was how I felt too. I didn't know him, not even close. I'd bet even a passerby, can tell how hurt he must have felt, yet me, being someone close, can't even tell. I can't stand myself, you know why? Because I can't keep my promises!! I promised him, that no one is allowed to call me "wugui", and that I would put a stop to it, if someone were to call me that. Yet I didn't! What the hell right?? How could I do such a thing to him. That nickname was given by him, only he deserve to call me that. I agree. I too gave him this nickname "sillyboy" and indeed, I was the only one that called him that! I had the sense of belonging, that he was mine, sillyboy was mine! But yet... I did this to him. Kimberly, What a jerk are you? or a bitch!
&&, For a million of times, he's been there for me, and of cause concerned about me. He's been putting effort into this relation yet I'm taking advantage of him and enjoying!! How could I be like that?! I mean, he IS HUMANE too!! he also needs the shower of love, the warmth right?! Yet what did you give him? NOTHING!! READ THIS!! YOU GAVE HIM NOTHING!
How could you actually do such a thing!?!?! He was someone who was willing to do all for you, go through shitty times, for you... Why can't you just treasure him? Kimberly, you got 1 week to think it through! Think about how much he's done for you, how much he's been there for you! It has always been you!! Stop being selfish for once and think for him?! will you?!
1week, start of 06:27pm.. it starts to count down. You got this week alone to think it through, you better do it, get your mind cleared! &&, once you make the decision, stick to it, no regrets, and love him..
Because you know, a guy as good as him, will never come again. Treasure him!!
think it through please!
