Friday, August 1, 2008;10:35 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Haven't been updating lately, so sorry readers!About yesterday;
31st July' 2008
School was as per usual, just that after school, my dear classmates had extra lessons
" Austrilan Mathematics Competition" which I didn't participate so I need not go (: hurray!
After lessons, slacked in school for a while, before leaving for town to catch a movie :]]
"prom night"
Total waste of time, thanks to the ending! The show was alright, plus the awesome scenes :D With the killings and of cause the beautiful girls + guys in dresses and tux! Totally awesome. Andros was totally drooling at the cleavage of the American girls! Don't lie, think I didn't saw it? XD After the show, I nearly left my handphone on the chair, thankfully I checked my pocket for it before leaving :x *phew* After that, we went around to slack a while, before I had to leave for home. Dinner with family (: hurray!The food was awesome, totally nice and.... CHEAP! First seafood meal, though the service wasn't that good, but least there was a television broadcasting the channel 8 show. :]
Went home, totally satisfied and used the computer again. I feel that lately I've been slacking, TOO MUCH! I really really need to continue to mug, no matter how tough it is. I need to get my mind off the useless stuffs like, eating? NAH!! Kill me, as if I'd do that (:
I'd cancel the time for going town, for movies, for going hottie gazing... && many many more!! Too many to be named :x haha!
jia you! you'll be able to do it..
I admit, I'd miss the times, where you used to shower loads of love to me. I miss them
But I have to stay at my side of the fence, to see and gain my confidence back that you'll be able to give me the sense of secure... Will you be able to do it, and soon?
Somehow, things have been becoming blur each day.. I wonder.. will you turn blur soon? I don't want that to happen, because I know you fear of losing me. I hope you'll persevere on, to salvage this.. good luck!!
But I have to stay at my side of the fence, to see and gain my confidence back that you'll be able to give me the sense of secure... Will you be able to do it, and soon?
Somehow, things have been becoming blur each day.. I wonder.. will you turn blur soon? I don't want that to happen, because I know you fear of losing me. I hope you'll persevere on, to salvage this.. good luck!!
1st August' 2008
Today, its the day (: haha
Anyways, my day today was alright in the morning, til after 4 plus, that was when my day was screwed up, thanks to HER! CRAPS!
Today, it was actually a 2 subject period only? Mathematics and Biology. I love Biology period, because its my napping time (: hehes~ Mathematics, we were totally slacking, sorry my dear teacher for making you unhappy. I had a friend, who's hair got cut my the form teacher, so he asked me to do a make over for him :DD Ahhhh, super fun!! I had fun cutting his hair, super super fun! But.. someone insulted my skills :( I totally emo-ed for the last 2 periods, I kept quiet and stoned... Haiz~ I'm such a lousy hair person.. :(( Oh well...
I was ready for biology lessons, but then seems like I got a wrong timing for the lesson, so I had to run over to meet someone. I skipped my lessons :x Oh well, ONE TIME?! no harm right? so I didn't really care about it and went off to meet my dear friend! Haha~
On reaching, my friend didn't say anything about her taking attendance, so I thought it was okay,. I enjoyed my fun day, doing crazy stuffs before going kap to study with tobias! :]] study buddy!
Seems like today was his lucky day, because he tore his pants while playing soccer? Rugby? I don't know, but I was up-pants-ing him! Haha! Just kidding! but the hole was totally BIG!! && he was shouting all over, ITS BREEZY!! XD What an arse!!
Before I knew it, I was enjoying myself, then my teacher called my parents about me not attending lessons?!?!
Whatever luh! Its just ONE class? Does it really make a difference? I really gave up on biology since a few months ago, but it was too late to drop, plus its impossible to drop?! Bull-shit.. Someone dropped it, yet we couldn't?! No fair :(( Oh well, looks like I have to apologise, or explain myself to her on the following school day. What a joke? haha!!
Today, its the day (: haha
Anyways, my day today was alright in the morning, til after 4 plus, that was when my day was screwed up, thanks to HER! CRAPS!
Today, it was actually a 2 subject period only? Mathematics and Biology. I love Biology period, because its my napping time (: hehes~ Mathematics, we were totally slacking, sorry my dear teacher for making you unhappy. I had a friend, who's hair got cut my the form teacher, so he asked me to do a make over for him :DD Ahhhh, super fun!! I had fun cutting his hair, super super fun! But.. someone insulted my skills :( I totally emo-ed for the last 2 periods, I kept quiet and stoned... Haiz~ I'm such a lousy hair person.. :(( Oh well...
I was ready for biology lessons, but then seems like I got a wrong timing for the lesson, so I had to run over to meet someone. I skipped my lessons :x Oh well, ONE TIME?! no harm right? so I didn't really care about it and went off to meet my dear friend! Haha~
On reaching, my friend didn't say anything about her taking attendance, so I thought it was okay,. I enjoyed my fun day, doing crazy stuffs before going kap to study with tobias! :]] study buddy!
Seems like today was his lucky day, because he tore his pants while playing soccer? Rugby? I don't know, but I was up-pants-ing him! Haha! Just kidding! but the hole was totally BIG!! && he was shouting all over, ITS BREEZY!! XD What an arse!!
Before I knew it, I was enjoying myself, then my teacher called my parents about me not attending lessons?!?!
Whatever luh! Its just ONE class? Does it really make a difference? I really gave up on biology since a few months ago, but it was too late to drop, plus its impossible to drop?! Bull-shit.. Someone dropped it, yet we couldn't?! No fair :(( Oh well, looks like I have to apologise, or explain myself to her on the following school day. What a joke? haha!!
"I;m sorry that I skipped your lessons"
"Why did you skipped it?"
"Because I didn't want to see you *smiles BIG BIG* "
"And I have no interest in your lessons, so I don't think I should waste my time sleeping there, instead I could do something more productive like studying for some other IMPORTANT subjects? *smile BIGGER*
"Why did you skipped it?"
"Because I didn't want to see you *smiles BIG BIG* "
"And I have no interest in your lessons, so I don't think I should waste my time sleeping there, instead I could do something more productive like studying for some other IMPORTANT subjects? *smile BIGGER*
I'd bet she'll freak out!! HAHA. Anyways, after that I chionged home and went out to pastamania for dinner with my mom and 2nd brother. Ate to my fill, went for tuition and now i'm dead tired :( Sobs... I'm going to bed... Good nights...
#somehow I feel that you're losing faith towards me too, haha, just be honest if you feel that way. I know you do. Its because of my actions that made you feel this way right? I'm sorry.. SOON, that's the thing you need to take note of. waiting is alright.. I'll wait... but prove to me, that you won't need to make me wait too long.. Its tough waiting alone.. I need support...
#somehow I feel that you're losing faith towards me too, haha, just be honest if you feel that way. I know you do. Its because of my actions that made you feel this way right? I'm sorry.. SOON, that's the thing you need to take note of. waiting is alright.. I'll wait... but prove to me, that you won't need to make me wait too long.. Its tough waiting alone.. I need support...
